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{ MISH'S BERFDAY!!! }
08.31.04 (6:55 pm)   [edit]

today is mish's berfday..then is like i muz not give her any chox for her berfday this year..i think she'll be sick of chox..sadly..i'll never be sick of chox..lolx..muz find a veh presentable present that has no chox content..mish!!!


Hapeeeee Berfday!!!! :D

 
[ Bitchy bitchy me ]
08.31.04 (6:44 pm)   [edit]
so...so...so...lil corne has finally read my blog le.good.i was waiting for that can...lolx.u want to counter attack?no problem.i'm up for it can...*AHEM* some people can be so DUMB right.lolx.was that literally talking about some people or just talking about u huh?and puh lease la.evn some neutral-feeling people can go anti on u leh.u may have the support of some but i still have more support that u la.lolx.u read this kind of thing feel hurt.lolx.i can throw up wad i've eaten for the past year kaez.and i already threw up yesterday le..lolx.pathetic.eh...mish berfday celebration ar..hu invited u wan huh? like she have ask u to come lidat then u say u not free le.loser.i dont think she needs you to ruin her day...can?so dont think you so great la.self invite de.shameless.i noticed that you seem to like to gossip just about anything under this sun leh.aiyo!u're worse than a girl!!!!and also try not to stick to some people so much la.veh hard to tolerate de leh.alot of ppl also know u now veh lonely le.aww..so sad.u have my deepest sympathy la...whahahas.so then..are u gonna counter attack on me?e..muz faster counter attack kae.i dont like to wait.cause i wanna see what's the best you can do.but whatever u say..or try to provoke on me..will simply just bounce off me la.i'm so used to shallow people like you trying to bad mouth..ooh.i know i veh bitch la.dont need to tell me i also know...aha..i shall tell the reader now..from inference thru my past blog entries can see i veh bitchy de rite..ah.see..there u go..whahahas.now there..lolx

btw...talking abt his counter attack on me...lolx..even jxx go and tell him not to..i wonder if it ever went into his ears.or it couldnt go thru at all.cause this fella here is just so bloody stuck up by thinking that he is so great.lolx.alot of ppl also know that u think u so great lorx.like as if u very welcomed lidat.sometimes you are no better than voldemort can.voldemort at least have excuse leh.lolx.u leh.i dun think u have right.tsk tsk.come on la.u can even counter attack me face to face..it'll just bounce off me.and if u were to try embarass me publicly..u'll just further embarrass youself more..for me?any harm done to me still equals to no harm done.i very think skinned sometimes too you know.i dont care what ppl sae.

and if u wanna turn back and look(you know what i'm talking about) just walk right up la.scared isit.so u walk abit..turn around and watch.so that you might be lucky and find something and then u can gossip abt it the next day.lolx.please la.do something more meaningful can?i know u very useless and lame sometimes.but try to overcome your problem lorx.loser.then u have to stoop so low as to like tell ur gossipy stuff to sec ones.lolx.eh,dont try to pollute their ears la.it doesnt need talking earwax.haha.mebe u might have bitched about me before to certain ppl..i dont care lor.like i said before..it'll just bounce off...waste your time only.does it waste your saliva too? then ar...you minor minor thing also u find exciting.*rolls eyes* then also that gay hand movement of yours..*puke* some gurls of other classes saw that before and were laffing at it.gee.u need to have hand management too?haix.u poor lil thing...awww...u have my deepest sympathy..but i'm very sure u wont want it anyway..so why would i waste it on u..nvm..shant waste any on u.not worth it.whahahas.this thus ends part 1.2...yo ppl..cya!

Revive out.
 
[ *koff* wad a bore ]
08.27.04 (8:29 pm)   [edit]
i'm still sick..and i'm still stuck at home...wad a bore..i'm like bored..haix..yay..no more fever le...whahahas.i so happieeee...actually today supposed to do bitching part 1.2..but i lazie to do..whahahs...nvm..i bored le..go le..cya..
 
[Sick..sicker..sickerest again...]
08.26.04 (12:20 am)   [edit]
*koff**koff*

haix..i'm sick again...ok...this is considered part two of it la...i'm sick.lolx..*ati-choox*...what a torture..then have to wake up so bloody early...haix.then on sat i went to school with some of the girls telling me that i looked pale...i hate to look pale..i'm pale nuff...so i looks in the mirror and pokes myself a little..silly thing to do..but i hope i did not look pale...sad thing was..i looked real pale...then while dancing..i felt almost ready to collapse can..i nearly stumbled but i suddenly moved up again..thank god...or i would have ended up on the floor.then is like we all did the stretching thing..i was like bend a lil only..my head started to spin...sometimes my vision was blurred..omg..wad's happening to me??!?!?!

geex..still i better recover fast..must recover before the performance!!haish..this always happens de..dunno why..same cycle during the same time every year..gets a lil freaky-fying sometime..dunno...my bloody throat is sore..i can speak but i feel all weird..each time i speak...it hurts so damn much.curses..then still have so many bloody cas..tml have chinese and i havent studied..my chi tutor was like 'begging' me pls pls study..bah..then have geog..science la..lit la.muahaha.miracle leh..my maths ca come back le.i got 28..so is like add the previous holiday assignment then multiply..i this term got 96 for my maths.god..today had english..kao.that mushroom loke ar..set so shitty question...i sure to fail wan la...i duno have ca until today can...wtf..then during the test tt time ar..she was like in the next class screaming away..PMS!! mus be la..she think she so great..i heard alot of the cher dun like her.hey..we dont either..i pity her poor choir.aww...it sucks cause they have to follow the 'quality' standard of hers.(O.o) and she can say that her voice is excellent..saying that the voice is a gift from god..we ppl are thinking that hers is a gift from hell.

then some sec ones ar..were asked to sing la..then say follow her mah..she sing in that toady voice..then ask them to sing..some pretend to copy her lor..in that high-until-so-high-window s-can-break kinda thing..she said something about insulting one's own voice..or something lidat..i forgot le...but anyway..if think carefully..she is indirectly insulting her ownself can..muahahas..not like anyone bothered to tell her..lolx.

then the poor choir so budgetted until need to ask psg to alter clothes woh..poor things..cannot go ask someone meh..muz make use of free -unwillingly done- service ar..what a joke.haix..wad to do la..hair muz use bowl to cut into shape de..lol....expected de la...muahahas.

like that cornelius lidat.think that one is so great lidat.*puke* he who must not be named is more great can...lolx...i doing this cause alot of ppl now bitching away.HAHA.now u abit lonely right.then pats come back le..like no diff lidat...muahaha.then u stick to joash.then is like u try to learn to be like some ppl in class..use oil control film.puh-lease la...be more original can.u are no better than that lim sun tai fella la...lolx.then is like every lil small thing u also laff abt.pathetic.didnt know u had nothing else better to do.i didn't know u could go so low...haix.then can be so petty until lidat to have those childish grudges ge..wtf..grow up la..i know it's nice to stay a kid...haix..talking about you also wastes alot of our time you see..i dont wanna waste the readers here de precious time...cause they have BETTER things to do.and also i hope you read this too.shall continue it some other time...

haix..muahaha.i just fulfiled part 1.1 of someone's idea..HEEX.i love this.it can release stress de leh.veh effective..lolx.nvm..tired le

revive out.
 
[ sickly me ]
08.18.04 (2:26 am)   [edit]
18th August
cry cry...nvm...hey good news..i'm having a fever!!currently stands 38.1 deg...whahahas...i am so loving life...i'm feeling so bloody f-ed up can...my eyes so bloody hot and watery..i having a beeg headache...and i cant go and sleep...haix..what's wrong with me again???i'm so mad with life sometimes leh...crapped up with fever la..i lazy to blog..hrmph...
 
[ Muahahaz....i'm so tired again ]
08.18.04 (2:22 am)   [edit]
14th August
Geex...i'm a peeg.all day i do is sleep.whahahax.sleepy sleepy me.haix.is my luck finally changing for the better.i know i've had damn bad luck for the past few months...well..mebe it's changed...lolx.haix.i went to get new phone again.got the 6610i...not bad la.considering that the only phones ill ever use must have camera de ya...lala...currently my dream phone is that blasted 7610..it's so goddam nice can.thanks to that *someone* out there who go and show me that phone la...now i can't get over it.*cries*cause it has one megapixel camera..ten mins worth of video...has a realone player...(that can compare with that music phone and n-gage,n-gage qd)..has true tones.has reduced size MMC...and also have that sms multiplayer gaming leh...gee..is this considering advertising?nvm..is like that phone is so so veh nice...haix..the white one's more suited for guys...or so some say..but is like the white one i find nicer can...haix...dream..dream..dream dream dream....mebe i shld go catch up on my zZz to dream of it...haix...i really wished i never have seen it.lolx.sadness.can't hurt to dream la.

oh ya...i also changed my plan le...*keke*..frm that stupid classic plan(200mins of talktime,360free sms,free caller id,and have autoroam)...i change to that ione plus(all day free incoming,100mins talktime,500 sms but no free caller id and autoroam)..shucks...if i could have a dream plan it would be like 1000 free sms....100mins outgoing..free incoming calls all day..caller id inc...voicemail...free mms mebe about 100 la...then have autoroam..muz have autoroam..or i will die can..haix.every year no autoroam will die de.lolx.haix...but the cost might be 30 bucks or more la..i thinks...lolx.haix.i this kind of ppl.sianz.thankfully..singtel has free mms for the month of august on the weekends staring from friday till sunday 11.59pm.wowser.i so so veh lame right.haix.long time nv blog le..i'm quite sick of blogging le actually.but i can kill some time..embarrass some ppl in public..(some will get what i mean..*muahahaz*)haix.but this blog is ugly.lolx.nvm..i have other blogs...lala.

Revive out
 
[ tired..tireder..tirederest ]
08.05.04 (2:16 am)   [edit]

haix..common test...more common test...and somemore common test.wtf.veh sian le leh.haix..today watched the outsiders.so nice leh...dally' body so nice can.and soda's whole body is HOT.HOTTER.HOTTEREST. *heex* i so funny today.lol.budden it was alos so veh sad you knows?like how they show that johnny died and all.so touching....(Yo jxx! stay gold ponyboy.stay gold.)gee..like it's so da nice..have i said that before?perhaps..i nv look back on what i type anyway..muahaha...


today also have accident happen la...then alot of blood or so they say..haix..i sleepy le..tata.


 


 

 
[ *Whoosh* Feel da Heat ]
08.05.04 (2:10 am)   [edit]

31st July
muahaha...i'm beat...like today was that southeast wadever multi racial wadever la...then TMS was asked to perform..then is like before the performance..there was dance....lol...so tiring...i was soo soo sleepy...haish...then is like all of us had that attitude kinda thing...all of us no mood to dance can..then we're like separated in our own groups...lol..suddenly they sing some song..then we all sang along too....so fun..our attitude starts going away..then u know that "u put ur right hand in..." tt song?? we changed it into u "u put your butt right in..." so funny can...all of us had so mch fun..then is like tt cameraman go n film us dancing away..to their tunes..we were like so blur..we didn't even know that he was there...lol...then is like before our performance..we were like tired...don't wan dance...but when we went out..we were like *ENERGY*!!!


it's our most successful dance to date....hahas...then as we went back to school...we do sku song..sku cheers...so fun...suddenly our moods were so cheerful...so full of life...then we gone abit off la...is like we couldnt stop singing...we didnt care if other schools tot we were mad..haha..muz say it's the first time dance had been so fun...


today clara and francine nv come for belinda's dance...then she was helping us to do our dance..make it nicer..then in the end...belinda took francine and clara out...that francine was like cry cry cry..then rajah say put them in..we tried...still cannot...so is like we say cannot...they say not fair not fair...lol.nothing's ever fair in life....

 
[ What a difference can?(i'm a veh honest person) ]
07.28.04 (2:15 am)   [edit]
19th July

{Part 1}
Muahaha...TMS rules alot now...use to say that my skool not as good as those higher up schools..i've changed my mind.like today we go to dunman high to dance la...our impression of the skool was that it was more hi-tech than the darling TMS la...haha..when reach there we were like -huh-.the school no colour de..not like our darling TMS.it was like all white then a lil blue here and there.Voila.dunman high.cool nots. *Rolls eyes* then go up some shitty spiral stair to a hall...we thought that the hall would be air-conditioned and BEEG.instead we saw the hall that was almost equivalent to elias park p.s. OH MUA GAWD.it was so tiny.no air con.and there were only fans.lol.not those big ones but those mainly used in homes?then we go and do our dance on stage.HaHas.is like the stage don't even have such a thing called backstage.it's just a puny lil corner.wow.if ppl were to stay behind we could have easily been seen.lol.the curtains couldnt even close.and no monitor speakers for any dance.cool nots?then is like there is no AV crew de.just prefects in charge of it.HaHa.TMS AV de crew would be like so much better then then by loads.They only know the simple stuff la.like?play da music.volume.how to set up mics.nada nada nada.gee.suddenly my primary school(Note that i still do not acknowledge to fact that i have had a pri skool) is like so much better than a SECONDARY school.eh sec. sku can compete with a pri sku and still lose knows.WOWSER.it's like a joke knows.sumore they bo standard leh. *Rolls on floor laughing* to think that this skool have good rep. blah blah blah. I LOVE MY DEAR TMS!!!! haha.some from that skool hu went to ours said that it was better.wow.their own students can.haha.sumore their psls like do nothing.OI wynne.nothing to be proud off kaes.Keke.i'm so mean.and to think that i used to think that school was better than TMS.is like TMS is so much bigger can.and nicer in color.haha...but one thing is that at least the students not as bad la.they told me stories(They approached some of us for 'interaction') about their stinking discipline master.lol.he was abit -Censored-YUCKX.haha.we saw him for ourselves.lala.haix.at least they are not that nerdy as we thought.haha.then before we went up stage ya..we were outside the hall.then have this veh cute guy come and take photos for skool de la...he was cute...wad's his name again? oh ya..jeremy.lol.then we were like all say his cute.then i ask wad his name mah.then wanted his number..until we all saw how sissy he acted.change idea le.never judge a book by it's cover.lol.haix.sad.what a waste of cute genes.haix.nvm..shan't bother myself on this sad thing.

{Part 2}
i knows i abit slow la...i saw this on the bulletin on frenster la...so touching lehs..*CRY CRY* i thinks many of u have seen it le la.

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the
road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me u Love me.
Girl:Ok, I Love u. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? Its
buggin me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had
crashed into a building because of brake
failure.
2 ppl were on it but only 1 survived. The truth
was that halfway down the road, the guy realized
that his brake broke, but he didn't want 2 let
the girl know. Instead, he had her say she Loved
him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her
wear
his helmet so that she would live even though it
meant that he would die.

so touching rights?! like i read it was like wow.hahas.i is veh the easily brainwashed by this kind of things de.as mish would sae la...see cute guy only..sae he's cute.few days later..he's just another guy...blah blah blah.but when i find a guy cute that time all day will try get chance to see him de.so easily brainwashed.not like her...dunno how she does it lehx...i try to do that i headache le...(@_@) lol.shit la..no more dance le..cannot skip classes anymore.our next performance will be the Southeast CDC thingy la..but it's on a saturday leh. :'( sumore they say have PM as Guest-of-Honour.OMG.*i is fainted* our this standard of dance.make ourselves laughing stock nia.but still our aim's to have fun la.MuaHaHas.nvm..muz enjoy...whole dance must smile smile de.then laugh laugh.then happy.only after the dance we feel that we screwed up.lol.

22 July
haha...*someone* said that that clara sorta angry with me.lol.why?cause i and alot of ppl all agreed with maesten that she dance lousy.no energy de.lol.haha...angry angry la.like i give a shit lidat.not sae i can dance well at all.but i'm just mentioning what others say.others as in AUDIENCE.lol.like anyone cares.frankly...(cause i'm honest here)no one in dance(Junior) likes her...no one welcomes her?and francine too.they found her weird.like so does my class?she clara and jessica are bez frenx.*rolls eyes* haha.ppl said that francine begged to be in senior dance...she said that she will put in her best effort blah blah blah.why?cause she likes someone in there.HU? it's veh obvious.hahax.nvm.i digressed.back to my topic.haha.clara.pls lor.she thinks she so great.go and roll eyes at audrey ho.omg.like no respect can?and in the first place it was her fault.and because she needed to cut her nails then she cried.prolly cause that she was embarrased in front of so many ppl.if she wasnt so...mebe she wont have gotten so much embarrassment.i can relate how painful it is to cut off nails so long.somemore her nails are quite nice.but it's nails.can grow again wan.not worth rolling eyes for.haha.then alot of ppl sae she think she veh chio.sae she veh vain.audrey ho said that too!lol.no one really likes her much la...now i mean.only weird ppl.dunno how i managed to click abit with her in pri skool.lol.

now then francine.lol.she like do group work never even bother to contribute.only when i go and single hre out again.then she do.majority of us went to discuss..we booted her out.she is like so irritating.lol.she thinks she is better then *someone*.and can get that guy of her dreams.pls la...he doesnt even like her.far far away see her tt time rolls his eyes.near her he pretends to be nice.he knows that she like him la.haha.as we would put it..shameless.MuaHaHa.she can be nice.she try to be bitch.sad to say..she fails in that.ooh yeah.she like so into fantasy can.lol.she like cannot even differentiate what's reality and what's not.like you go TM see couples walking..holding hands etc etc..she finds that funny.so lame.not mature..some might say.pls la...in this kind of shi dai..what u expect?couples that dont even meet.get bethrothed and get married?haha.suppose so.that kind of fantasy she lives in.like everyday dunno why she kips in "hey Gv " this "hey Gv" that.and all that kind of thing was like not even needed.what nonsense.then today..i lost my patience with her le la...so i just insulted her like mad.she insulted me back..or she tried to.sad to say..insults just bounce of me...she this kind of person in my eyes...haha..i wouldnt even know she existed.sad to say..i think many willl asy that they are unlucky to know this person.ha.nvm.

today screwed up with my science project. :'( not say much effort was put in.and also rushed thru in two days without planning.haix.only two ppl did it only.both of us burn midnight oil to do part of it.what happened to the other two?i dunno either.then is like we dont have a ppt for us to refer to..then is like we couldnt say much.crapx.
 
[ haix ]
07.20.04 (5:04 pm)   [edit]
like is so f***ing sux can.lol.stupid.some ppl can blow up and exxagerate things beyond my imagination can.haix.lol.fuck.i hate this man..lol..lazy to talk abt it here.i dunno.like recently my luck is veh bad can...one downfall after another.......................WHATEVER.i given up trying to like TRY? hah. wad to do?like i'm sick and tired of the lame games that *someone* wants to play le...haix...too depressing stufff.dun wan talk abt it le....

haha..new topic...heex.danu recently veh happy le...why???keke....she suddenly has a new object in her life le woh...then funnily...when that happened...it was like spread to alot of ppl in a short few hours...cool nots.haha.sianz.she now leading quite a blissful life la...unlike me...sadness. -_- nvmmm..hafta live with it la..nuthing i can do abt it...always being pushed ard all the time....haish. *i is burst into tears* lol.

god..i nv pay attention to wad my cher saying..then i now so blur blur...lol...then dunno what to do..can somebody help me????? lol...emergency SOS.lame.haix...i dunno what to do le..i blur until beyond hope...HaHaz..i'm hurt..lol....
 
[haix]
07.17.04 (10:29 pm)   [edit]
tiredness.

all day have dance.stupid.tomollo have dunman hi wan.sianz.sumore have the southeast cdc campfire thingy.have GOH the PM.dammit.sianz.im tired day in day out.someone pisses me off just.im tired.wanna faint lidat.lol...i go n sleep la.haix

zZzZzZz

Revive-ify
 
[ It always happens! ]
07.17.04 (10:17 pm)   [edit]
3th july
Bloody hell. it always happens. suddenly i just feel so much hatred in me.such luck i had to exchange for such simple stuff.i hate this world.what i get is always rubbish sometimes.nothing goes right sometimes.fancy having to put up with this stuff.suppose some of you people can relate to what i'm trying to say huh.this sucks.dammit.sometimes i just wished...haix.nothing i can do to reverse all of this.

yesterday was skool's musical.quite nice.saw abit of screw up lidat.mish said it was less screw-y than the premiere.wow.how fascinating.overall was better than some of us would have expected.after everything ended...suddenly i just felt like screaming to let out all the stress.screaming my heart out...even if i was tired...i wouldn't have cared.even if i were to fade out...i wouldn't care.funny though.frenship bonds suddenly mean so much to me...was talking to *Someone* yesterday after everything...somehow,*someone* could make me feel so much better.already depressed.suddenly i felt so much better talking to *someone*.frens really somehow do make a big difference.they do have quite a visible effects.funny though..i always told myself to not trust some people so much.i lived by that rule.and i broke it yesterday.shouldn't have done that.how could i have been so stupid as to do such a thing? i don't know.even i cant answer that.i'm just so fed up with all this shit.perhapes that's how i ended up with THAT downfall.disappointment.i felt that feeling many times already.though i have never mentioned it to *that person*.trust plays an important role.again.usually if i had like sometime i bottle up inside...i ended up confiding into someone more ordinary.if u get what i mean.could that have been the reason for all this?funnily,i can talk to them so much better.there's so much more laughter than such feelings like disappointment~hurt~sadne ss etc that i felt.if were to compare.disappointment 40% sadness 10% hurt 15% happiness 20% neutral 15% how amusing.i should take a leaf outta mish's book.

then today have fucking tuition.like honestly,i ain't getting anywhere with that kind of lousy teacher.gayish too.like it's a freaking waste of time there?of course..my mum is blinded by the fact that it has a reputaion blah blah blah.well.i dont give a damn what reputaion it has at all.all i can see is that it's totalleh useless.complete waste of my time wheni could be doing something so much more productive.not that i need help at all.unlike my chinese tuition -- that i solemnly swear that it has effects,considering that my chinese is so bad -- maths i simply don't want any.i dont see any difference. there's nothing the cher teaches.like -what the hell?- that sissy cher may have whatever qualifications...and he only seems to teach the gurls..he goes so close to any girl..it's freaky you know...blast that guy.i seem to be getting murderous toward that cher already.i won't mind blowing him apart.would just make a lil significance to the country.we just lost only another person.it's okay.there's only a lil more of a job for new mothers: make more babies?

whatever.i swear one day i'll boycott that damned place.it's evil.which was why i ended up in front of this stupid com which i've gotten bored of staring at.have tuition later cause that stupid place invented such a thing called make-up classes.bloody hell.i hate that place.no significant use for me there.what i gotten from that place was a permanent scar on my arm and hands.and what we do there is gossip.and chat.even if we did sneak out of the classroom..haha..the cher cnt be bothered(that's good).now,i told my lao bu that it's useless.still she insist on me going there.and she says i spend too much moneh.now look who's talking.i'm like wanting to stop all this nonsense stuff..she insist.what am i to say?like hey -- was trying to help?

frustration.

revive out
 
[ After watching harry potter 3 ]
06.30.04 (2:46 am)   [edit]
25th June
gawd...it was horrible! like the story is adaptation i know..but change until so badly wrong..(Mebe i square la...not my fault) then i wanna revive the dead suddenly..i wan the old dumbledore back...(WHat load of rubbish m i talking?!)..lol.sigh..only now have time out to do my own stuff...tho i still have loads of homework to do..bloody hell..what do you call this?torture period???lol..certainly not my idea of a holiday can..is like i rasther have school. it probably depends on one's perception of a holiday..mebe this dammed place's defination of a holiday is where most students dont have to see the chers everyday and that VERY VERY lil homework was given..puh lease..i think during school our homework was more manageble la..cause during the hols, hu would do homework?! i was like on holiday ya..then i oso was laing away..i marathoned fruits basket twice..finished full metal panic...that's is part of what i would expect for a holiday..then muz go out at least 4 times a week with frenz,cuz,etc etc la...then everyday online one..then play lotsa online games or what..then juz laze away..or go and watch movies la..not doing work!boo....

27th june
Oh no..back to school tomorrow le..damn...just got my nails cut..it looks so bald now...i tried to cut only part of the nail...but my nail just won't cut..i gave up then just cut the nail whole...haix..i wanna cry..like so hard to keep this length without any chips..well,i kept only ma left hand la..sure to get caught tml de..that hippo so particular abt this wan..I DUN WAN CUT IT!!!thought its harder to type whith the nails(my fingers keep slipping) but like nicer lor...haix...back to school...hope it aint that bad...i haven finished my homework yet..just our class's luck to get this kind of chi cher...bleh!wad luck to get such a lousy timetable le...it's back to waking up extra ealy again..what the hell...what difference would it make huh?i always wake up early.haix..tonite have euro again..qualifying rd 3.sweden vs netherlands.after that past 2 matches..i duno what to expect out of this le..like england and france lost..bleh. so odd leh.wasted my time watching it so early.haix...i go finish what i tried to finish le la...for the past three days i tried to do my chi work...i still made zilch progress..BAH! i dont give a damn.hope i miraculously finish it..Whahas.

Revive out
 
[ Cant think of a subject ]
06.13.04 (1:10 am)   [edit]
some songs that i really liked...as usual..have meaning for me wan..in order of how i like la..*HEEX*

[b]where did i go right[/b]

I'm always too late, I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing, when its not cool to smile
I'm always aiming, but somehow keep missing
So how did u get here, something is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

I'm always driving, forget where I'm going
Should have turned left but I'm singing some song
I'm am arriving as everyones leaving
But then you were waiting, something is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

Makes no sense to me, no it isnt clear
but somehow your standing here
Something gets to me, it said nothing is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

[b]If Only[/b]

What's the way of love?
Tell me your fiction
Tell me your lies
Say to me now, you'll never forget this night
I'm feeling emotionless
My head's so clear
My enemies aren't, the one I fear
You know your kiss confused
This troubling soul
And I found out
That we're all breaking hearts
That we're all broken hearts

[CHORUS:]
If only love could us all
If only hearts didn't have to fall
We can't mislead to make things right
So instead we'll sleep alone tonight

What's the way of love?
You are thinking I'm crazy
But you're blushing of lust
I've heard a lot of nice things,
but tell me which ones I'm to trust?
These walls we made are glass
And they have been known to crack
But until then
You'll keep pushing my way
And I'll keep pushing you away

[CHORUS]

If you want to take a chance
And try to make things right
You better have a reason to be loved
We all want something more
And it is worth fighting for...

[CHORUS]

And if somehow fate were in my hands
Would it be enough to understand
Why we feel lost in a world so small
If only love could find us all...

[b]Never say goodbye[/b]

If I could take this moment forever
Turn the pages of my mind
To another place and time
We would never say goodbye

If I could find the words I would speak them
Then I wouldn't be tongue-tied
When I looked into your eyes
We would never say goodbye

If I could stop the moon ever rising
Day would not become the night
Wouldn't feel this cold inside
And we'd never say goodbye

I wish that our dreams were frozen
Then our hearts would not be broken
When we let each other go...

If I could steal this moment forever
Paint a picture-perfect smile
So our story stayed alive
We would never say goodbye

 
[ no more a holiday ]
06.13.04 (1:00 am)   [edit]
haix...i'm back in this place again..wad a jail cell.lolx.haha..canada aint that a bad place huh...many nice things...like when i went into the rockies ya..saw grizzly bears,black bears,deer,moose etc etc.lolx.then have raccoons and squirrel.haha.so kute...lowest temperature i got was 6 deg.brrr.then is like all day rain only.wtf.rain until so col...icy snow-hail dropped.that sucks.i wun mind goin back there again.away from this stress environment.lol.they work only 8 hrs only lor...so lucky...at 10pm there ya..is like 7pm here..lol...then is like there ar..the ppl so friendly..not like the ppl here..hahax...

shit la...come back then must do homework again..its supposed to be a holiday..where ppl take a break?lol...clearly the ppl here interpret a holiday as a day to torture us ppl...unfair...is like on a normal skool day is so much more less homework lidat..actually it depends on how one sees it la...=X...
 
[ I'm on holiday ]
05.28.04 (5:09 pm)   [edit]
whee..school closes le..i now at changi airport making one entry just before my flight.i hate morning flights..i goin vancouver..sigh 17hrs on a plane is sucky....but will have transit at seoul first la....heex.unfair..i on holiday..harry potter 3 appear in cinemas.dang!i wanna watch harry potter 3!!mish is one evil creature..she sure to go n watch and tell me the details wan..boo!spoiler...hahaz...i so sianz now..it will be like two weeks lor..den i nv do my homework..sum is i rush thru on the last few days of school le..but still have so much more to do.i wish i had brought my mp3 player le..i regret not putting a lil small bit of entertainment into my bag.darn...gotta find a way to pass time...haix..wad to do..so much homework to do..got back my results yesterday sumore..it was bad.my mum killed me off course..she let me die a slow death..then she resurected me again to torture me sumore.lolx.

I wanna watch Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban!!!!

lol..i really hate morning flights.is like so crowded and then have queue here and queue dere...lol...night flights are better.it's more peaceful and is more fun leh..not having to queue..just walk thru nia..lolx...i wun be like using the net for the next many days...tt be boring ..can die wan lor...lol.i so wu liao..just went to duty free dere..go n get lip gloss and then buy refill for the foundation...then buy dior addict,ralph lauren de blue and estee lauder de beyond paradise..is like smell so nice can!fwhaha..im so evil...

eh..you noe wad..im bored of blogging le..sianz..i go le la...tatax..hey 2e7 de ren..enjoy the june hols!!ciao!

revive out
 
[ Borinest day ]
05.26.04 (9:05 pm)   [edit]
sinaz can..like today so free..first 4 periods were like no tchers.reliefs only...den now oso...sitting in the computer lab...supposed to do sum ppt.but i'm lazy.fwhaha.im evil.hu wun agree with that line huh?lolx.is like i rather have sth to do leh...rather than stare.i've done my maths holiday homework le....sianz..leaving for canada this saturday..back two weeks later...cant blog...will be on the "run".lol.not even an hour in the internet cafe.mebe i can burn my midnight oil...sneak off to the internet cafe at night...hmm...just sleep less la.HaHa.i'm so lame ya.whee!nvm...

Next topic...American Idol 3.It's down to Fantasia Barrino and Diana Degarmo.Hmm..personally i prefer diana than fantasia la.is like diana has sweet looks.nice voice.but fantasia has the ability to blow the audience away leh..so i hope the outcome is like fantasia wins but both get recording deal.diana does better than fantasia in record sales..heex.
 
[ Forgot to add ]
05.23.04 (7:31 pm)   [edit]
i forgot to add this..the second reason why my life so sucky today.coz of my freaking results can.like i do badly i noe le la...but my ppl dunid to like advertise to the world. especially that stupid aunt of my maternal side.like they love to compare results can.and then is like my cuz have brain...buit abit sot sot wan lor.like she abit introvert.all day read books and stare.wad a joke.freakazoids.lol.benny bside me..talking about jolin and jonathan..coz jg go n put jolin as his friendster pix.like that pix up there so long le leh.
 
[ Crappy Life ]
05.23.04 (7:24 pm)   [edit]
eh.. so sucky my life today can..like all my privis are confiscated. phone gone. cnt use home phone...net usage gone..i using net in skool now..somemore hab this pervertic person stealing female *Stuff*. i have 3 missing now lor.gawd add up is like 150 buckx lehx...sobz..bcoz of my maid.very stubborn.she oso kena den still wan blame me?!wtf.all that stupid *MMR* fault lor.cause me to lose all my privis.idiot.i hate u leh.u damn the toot wan noe. i in very bad mood le. shit la..i going on holiday to canada this coming week.sucky.no phone.darn.i so mad at you noe.lolx.all your fault bish...aiya..i dun wan type anymore le..cyaz...

revive out
 
[ Self-delusional World ]
05.19.04 (2:29 am)   [edit]
19th May
CRAP.Results are halfway completed.and i had a F***ing time looking thru my papers.Science okok la.Maths was like WTF.(It was abit too low?)Chinese was disappointing.(i wanted to cry.)English was done halfway le.and it wasnt good.not up to wad i shld have gotten perhaps.(Altho my frens sae it's good le.)Dun even bother to talk about History.i found that F***ed-up marker unreasonable.many of us stated all the main points already,yet you penalise us.FOR WAD?!And some ppl can't count properly.gave extra marks to alot of ppl.our average was bad nuff.and with the further deductions.-Silence-alot of ppl from other classes noe that we did quite badly la.den is like all tell me today during PSL meeting that is Morni's fault.mebe.mebe not.i wouldn't have minded getting Yati leh.i rather have yati.She's GREAT.but not morni.den 2/6 sae that morni calls them idiot freaks etc.etc. and scolds dem all day.den all learn nothing.haix.not saeing that i think it's morni's fault,i think din put much effort into it la.i hate history.alot of classes did extremely well thanks to the notes Govind and ati gave out.How come we din get any?it had alot of hints.dang.shld have gone off to beg my frens.would i have stooped so low?tml will get back literature,english p2,homec & Maths p2.sure die.coz is like sabina marked some.or so they sae.OH NO.it means early death.coz sabina is one of the most strictest mebe-biased-towards-some- ppl teacher.y did ms wan had to further her studies of all years this year?!?!like if she taught us,whoa!lit would be nice to study.so we got mrs tee to relief at first.suddenly she resigned.(much to our disappointment)den this another relief came.she pretty "KUTE" coz she juz go class ask to do work,den stare at us le.wow.den we ended up getting ms rajah.alamak.can die.dey sae ms wan coming back next semester.hopes she comes teach us leh.

All these exam results are giving me the jitters.

nvm,yay tml and fridae all PSL get to leave at 12.30 lidat go eat and then go conduct a leadership workshop for the puny primary skool kids.AWW.so exciting.like it would be so fun.i tink.dun tell me those kind of ppl is the kind really take their leadership status so serious that they have no fun in them.Preposterous.i doubt so la.haha.juz hope that in the future workshops,my ex-pri sku is not involved.ok.mebe i wun even acknowledge that i was once frm there.wad a disgrace.stupid skool.it only bothers abt it's 'prized possesions'.like wad?hmm,anybody that was in the maths olympiad(nationals),and came out 4th in the region.and have some achievements(aka winning award for skool and allowing publicity to skool) and went to a stupid top skool is an example.BLEH.dun tok about it le.*puke puke*
 
[ Freedom!! ]
05.19.04 (2:12 am)   [edit]
yay!today was the last day of the exams le.whahaha!Den corne mish JXX pats joash and me all go watch Troy!so nice leh.it was so lord of the rings la.i wanna watch it again.is like we reached TM b4 10 den no place was open yet.we like stand outside awhile before we got in.haha.gd thing abt earliest show is that few ppl willing to wake up that early u c...han yang sae later timeslot was more ppl than ours la.was it hy hu told me that?duno.forgot le.

NOTE:THE FOLLOWING THAT YOU ARE GONNA READ IS A SPOILER!

brad pitt was like so *DROOL*.like he mentioned la,greeks laz time is nv wear clothes wan.so is like he 'appears' naked la.dang that cameraman.cant he go slightly lower??? :p Brad pitt plays Achilles ya.Orlando Bloom is Paris.Eric Bana is Hector.Diane Kruger is Helen.we all noticed that Achilles is always *tooting* away.first he is found with some gal in the first scene.den he is with Briseis(Cuzzie of Paris & Hector).funny tho,how Briseis is like supposed to be in Achilles captive.budden dey ended up like falling for each other leh.lolx.haix.like so action.den at first Briseis is a prisoner.den she tries to kill him.he noes.tell her 'kill' him la.den he 'turn tables'.lolx.he ends up pulling away her clothes(Were clothes that time so easy to remove?).dey *TOOT*.den clash of troy and the greeks.haix.funny tho.Achilles was like hardly fighting neway.lol.until that cuz of his was killed by Hector.patroclus was like so i-wanna-fight-for-greece that kind of person la.so patriotic.den is like achilles dun wan fite.so he pretend to be achilles and order achilles army to go war by posing as achilles.when he got killed by hector,den is like dey realised they in deep shit.coz achilles dun wan fite wan la.follow wrong orders le wad.AWW SO SAD.den achilles goes into fit.den he go fight hector himself.*This means action!*den is like they clash one on one la.hector was stabbed in the end.he fought a honourable fight la.but that achilles is so xiao qi wan.=X.he go tie hector's corpse to his chariot and then drag him all the way back.BOO.then Priam,king of troy,father of hector go and see achilles to get hector's body for a proper funeral.in that scene arhx,it showed that achilles had a heart leh. he oso let Briseis go free.

{Man,i too long-winded le..FORWARD!}

Ending le la.Odysseus got a BrIlLiAnT idea.he made the men build a horse.den fake here fake there,get into troy.then is like at night they attack.achilles is first few to rush out.he run all over to find briseis.*SO TOUCHING!*den both of them reunited.then paris comes.he shot an arrow through achilles heel.*UH OH*den is like he shot a few more.achilles pulls out the errows on his body *Gasp* den briseis spends a few last moments together before paris asks her to leave with him to safety.achilles dies lidat.POO!he is given proper funeral etc etc.

hai.i so spoiler rite.PSST:there is an uncensored version.ITS SOOO HOT!*HEEX*dun sae i din warn you ppl hu havent watched not to read ar.tml is corne's bbq.so exciiting.lala.pity.tml i have tution.crap.

::For Destiny~For Honour~For Passion~For Love::
 
[ Miracle!!! ]
05.11.04 (5:42 pm)   [edit]
11th May
So fun!!!mish and i went out la.so nice.we go WS first c my cake.den after that go TM see here see there.den saw kang sheng and charlene.*tralala*i tink wen we all saw each other,we wanted to aviod being seen al.den oso saw Zat la.den mish oso wan avoid them.so fun to see other ppl go skool den we all slack.MuaHaHaHa!haix.den oso we go 'jia xin''s shop...:D.mish recommend the toast la.so nice leh!oi u ppl out there..next time mish recommend sumthing DIE DIE MUZ MUZ go dere try kaex.den walk a beeeg round here dere everyware..reject donations to sum charity la...so fun..den go back to the shop and buy bubble tea.lolx.

we smuggle the bubble tea into so many shopx sumore.thanks to that bag of mine.*HEEX* has past history of smuggling 5 McFlurries into a cinema too!and have so many other stuff.lolx.so fun rite!den mish and i got get ham for our bbq.den is like it's pork la.den we call corne chk...den argue here argue there..haix.in the end we got it still la.den oso ask benny to come so hard leh!he actually wan cum..but den sae he dunwan.den we both sae that he hav no balls if he nv go,den he sae 'no balls la'.OMG.talk here dere everywhere,he finally agree to go.lolx.so interesting.not like that miserable mornin i had.lol.

den due to sum unseen circumstances,i din get my cake.at least we hav a fun time at Jia Xin's shop,den oso look here look dere,had fun at the bank....Fwhaha!and mish gave me a prezzie!!!is like photoframe lidat..bus stop photoframe.kute rite!dang.ware is my digicam when i nid it.or else can snap a pix of it le...haix.nvm....it's kute.and it's blue here blue there!SOOOO NICE! mish thanx horx! :) yay!exams are nearly over...lala.den after that i wanna watch troy first.van helsing can wait few days la...HEE HEE.coz troy looks so kewl! haix...i oso cant wait for the bbq leh...so fun wad.i'm beat.

revive out
 
[ Can it get any worse? ]
05.11.04 (5:30 pm)   [edit]
11th May
haix.wad a sucky day it was can.nowander i always hate my bdae.coz it gets suckier each year.den is like i wake up.walk all over the place.stare.den go back to sleep.but this year at least have something different.I didn't sleep.i was msging sum ppl.den i told them i wan to slp.dey oso wanna slp.den sae buai.den i tried to sleep.i couldnt.so ended up marathoning books again.boring huh.

i rather have skool.

come to think of it.i miss skool le.i rather re-sit all the exams.or mebe do something in skool that i like.compared to doing nothing.so miserable.eveyone's studying.haix.life.i really hate the exams sumtimes.i so zi bi today.

wad a great way to spend a birthday.sitting in front of the comp.do nothing but stare.so fun rite.wad a nice companion.:D.

Ways Your Computer Can Do As Your Date
1.Play all your fave songs
2.Let you play game
3.Let you type all sorts of trash
4.Do nothing to piss you off
5.Help you pass time
6.Just stare back at you

Ways Your Computer Sucks As Your Date
1.It cannot talk
2.No challenge in anything you do
3.Where is the fun?
4.You noe,a good debate helps...
5.how much time can it help u pass b4 u get bored
6.Wad's the use of it staring at you?!

nvm..wanna trash every emotion i've had recently.haha.im so lame here huh.like there's anxiety.anger.nervousness.sadness.hurt.happiness.excitement.disappointment etc.

Had nuff of disappointment.coz is like ydae ya..something happened which *Someone* din noe all along la.coz is *someone* thought it's nothing.din tell *someone* anyway.that *someone* would juz think it was nothing on his/her part.den comment on it again etc.it was a series of words and events all thrown into me in a short space of like 4 hrs.it's quite hurtful to me la.it was like i asked myself.was i the cause of everything?i did nothing.call me petty,up to u readers.of all days *someone* could have to ruin further,was a day where i oledi depressed nuff.a day when i oledi disappointed nuff le.

A beautiful letdown?

Perhaps.coz *someone* din noe anyway.i din have the heart to like juz tell him/her off tt i had nuff of his/her crap la.haix.i noticed sumthing.recently,have entries all i censored the names.haix.sadness.whoa.did i juz lost myself or wad?all i noe is that im so bored sitting here.i wanna go out.but not alone!at least i can look forward to corne's bbq on fridae..yay!zZz.i'm tired.yay!!later going out with mish!!!she and i go buy my cake.so shweet.i buy cake for myself.(-_-")cant wait.gotta get out this house.need a breather.FWHAHA!

revive out
 
[ *Tralala* One more to go ]
05.10.04 (3:23 am)   [edit]
Yay!today science paper finis. happy.lolx.i so lame ritex.hmm...eh...anybody reading this wan have bonfire at the end of the year notx?burn up the worksheets.paiseh,juz a lame suggestion ya.dang!y can't maths be tml huh?den after that FREE le.haix.sianz leh.nid to think of that stupid paper.haix.

shit.tml my bdae le.danu!tml means 1 more month to ur bdae!!wad u wan ar???can tell me?:p.*sigh*mish sae tml i should go out ya.coz i was like duno.den sumore go out with hu?go where?den she point out something.i wouldn't want to stay at home to see my maid's face.ZzZz.huge point she's got there leh.haha,i'm bored.duno wad to type le.Aha!i shall be lame and tpye out wadi mite wan for my bdae(Note to all:i not hinting kaex:D)

Ten Things I Want For My Birthday(Randomly listed)
1.tata young's CD
2.michelle branch's hotel paper
3.Clay's speshial AVCD!
4.tix to go watch Van Helsing
5.tix to go watch Troy
6.i wan tt necklace i saw at -duno ware-
7.Tt Forever Friends Bear!
8.mebe that me to you bear
9.new set of clothes(wanna throw out the old)
10.*Sentence censored*-it's a secret :D -

haix.u noe..i dun think like will have any come true unless i do it myself.yupx.each item is at this $$
1.$20
2.$20
3.$20
4.$6.5,$7.5$8.5
5.$6.5,$7.5$8.5
6.$10
7.$47
8.$18
9.-a bomb of $$-
10.it's foc
::1 more day to my birthday::
 
[ All out offensive on *** ]
05.10.04 (3:20 am)   [edit]
Gawd.

It's getting the better of me le...=x..yikex.i cnt bleaf i can let *** get over my head.like at first i no opinion on *** neither have ne feelings towards ***. in fact i throughly enjoy ***.but is like suddenly 'pop',somefink appears ya,den i suddenly ish abit :@.coz of ***.gawd.like i noe mish finds it funny ritex...bleh.not my fault wad.is like hmmmmz..i tink it started off since laz year la...*GEEZ* i oughta have more control over my head noex.not let it get the better of me.-HeHe-i ain't gonna reveal the name of ***,neither am i gonna reveal ***'s gender.or ware *** is from.*HEEX*

can i count this kinda thing as woes of an ordinary teenage gal???can't i guess.wad to do?is called letting some things get the better of you.den coz of *** i get like depressed.angry.sad.hurt. blah blah blah la...though i not sae noe *** at all...but it's all linked ya..and the reason somehow is linked to ***.but i hab nv spoken to *** either.haix.disappointment.but ish like sometimes i kena comparison with ***.den i oso found *** like -KEWL-...but now ar...i oso duno leh...lolx.

i'm so mean.

duno when i'll ever upload this blog entry ya.but currently it's 2 days before my birthday,counting today.mugging for my science ya.load of crap that gets me lost sometimes.not say it's confusing la..but sometimes theory is a load of crap. -dun scold me,juz a personal opinion of some ppl out there- practical so much nicer than theory.*sighz* but chers give more on theory than on practicals.haix.wad m i toking?it makes no sense.zilch sense!craps.

haix.nvm...yay!the release of Van Helsing and Troy has such an pleasant effect on me.like when i feeling all pissed off that the last two papers are spread over 4 days,i juz nid to think of the 2 above movies and i happy again.like i can't wait to watch it!!!!*Feels excited again*like the trailers are sooooo nice oledi!put i prefer watching Troy first la..y?*HEEX*coz have orlando bloom.he's so KUTE!(~o~) Note to mish: if u reading this ar...dun sae his arse 'open flowers' kaez??:D he ish so KUTE! but he is wid kate bosworth.

:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@: @:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@

dun angry le.coz even if he single..he can't be mine anyway...*i is disappointed*...nvm.can still see can le.some load if real eye-candy.btw,i oso rmb that ashwin wanna look like orlando when he is legolas in LOTR.lol.Ashwin...u ar...muz learn to differentiate fantasy and real life la.he's a nice brudder u noe.cept for a flaw that *Censored name* doesn't like in him la...which led to a series of chain reactions.FWHAHA-Chain reactions?! it was worse than the end of the world lidat la.lolx.wad m i toking sia?!

m i a mental nutcase????

cant be..or else i'd b in IMH oledi.sad.i wonder would life be better there?wun noe,unless i ever qualified as a nutcase.even if there was a day i wen bonkers,i wouldnt noe huh?by the time i lost my marbles,i'd can't tell the difference between..between..urmx.i duno.

TOUCHY SUBJECT I HAD JUZ MENTIONED.referring to *MMGR*.:D.y?not happy le ar.wan fite?come on la.u fucking asshole.cannot tell difference between wad's rite and wrong.sumore u got away with it.we lost face coz of that kaex.and coz u got away with it,u thot u were great.U R A BEEEG LOSER.(btw,loser sign oso cnt do it rite.was tt a letter 'C' i saw?wad's a Coser?)do things oso cnt admit.den order ppl around sumore.eat ur dung la.wid that kind of lame 'retard-ency'(<---Hey!i invented new word!) are u huh.u wait kae u slut.we want u to pay for wad u done.cnt sae u retard rite.u slut.i'm sure that u'll gain immediate admission into IMH from the point u were born donkey years ago.juz that u din wan go rite.thot u were normal rite.u freaking slut.(actually,calling *MMGR* a slut would be an insult to sluts)>
HaHa..juz an OUTBURST OF UNCONTROLLED ANGER(<---did i toucha nerve?) in me huh.lol..alot of ppl oso had such outburst le.surprised that *MMGR* haven come to murder us all.Kewl huh.slut.like *MMGR* thot that she/he damn popular lidat.WTF.(note:due to P&C reasons,*MMGR*'s gender cannot be revealed)*Tralala* haha..bet mish noes wad im toking abt neh.(^_^)haix..i think KuoMinDang would noe la.(~_~)so fun rite.to have sane sudden outbursts????:D.at least we are still on our rockers.lolx.not like SOME people.nvm...change subject again...>
noe wad?in the month of may ya,like have so many ppl bdaes leh.was august such a popular time to conceive?:p lolx.as i sit here,like its spring-time air all over.not like this place has four seasons.i like look here look there i see the sky..so blue.den have puffy clouds.gee...i wan play with them..look so fun....

(-_-") WHAT WAS I THINKING?!haix.like the warm air is getting to me again.gotta turn on the air-con.i m such a evil person,contributing problems to the environment.*hahax*crapx...i realised i got so caught up doin all this typing...i forgot to study le.i wasted an hr trying to recall wad had happened.haix.wasted my time.gosh.

cyaz,revive signing outta!(n_n)

::2 more days to my birthday::
 
Everytime
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby